I am struggling today. After a night of get up, lay down, fight, fight fight! I'm ready to take off work early and go enjoy a nap. The one thing I have that's keeping me going at this point is Red Lobster. A few of my co-workers and I are heading there for an early lunch as it's one of my co-workers Birthday today. Back to the no-sleep saga, Syrie was a good sleeper from the time she was two months old, but lately that all seems to be crumbling in front of me. Last night I finally laid her down at 10:30, but I was awakened shortly thereafter to crying through the monitor because her pacifier fell out. The next thing I know, I'm rolling over and there she is between David, myself and bunches of pillows. I've never been comfortable with her in bed with us because for one, I'm scared one of us may accidentally roll over on her (David thinks I'm crazy for saying this), secondly, she could easily get smothered by one of the six pillows or heavy comforter ...